1. Know Me!
Dear Readers
My Name is Consuela, (if you guessed the names from Family guy you are right)
I am around 38~ and from Germany, i have been a MAP Advocate/Activist for the last 2+ Years, i am Active in over a dozen MAP Spaces and projects to Support others and Fight for Human Rights for us.
I am also currently the
- Administrator of mapsupport.de, a Mastodon Instance for Queer and Paraphilia People
- Administrator of booru.mapsupport.de a Booru for Hearthwarming Memes
- Administrator of mapblog.xyz my own Blog about Paraphilia Activism
- Administrator of the Maprights Forum, a Forum for Paraphilia Activism
- Admin of the MAP Canvas/Pixel Project for creating nice pictures together
How ya lookin?
What’s your Current Setup?
- AMD Ryzen 12 Core 4,7 Ghz
- 32 GB DDR5
- Geforce GTX 4060 8 GB GDDR6
- 4 Monitors
- Multiple Root Servers (4) for various MAP Projects
Since When did you Notice being a MAP and How?
When i was 18 i noticed i neither had Interest in Woman nor Man, but i suddenly got
Turned on by old School Photos with Girls 8-12 thats where i noticed i had different Sexuality and worked my way up from there.
What kinda Age and Gender do you like?
I usually like 6-12 and Both Genders, sometimes adults around 18~.
Have you ever done anything Illegal?
yeah, i can admit 15 Years ago i downloaded some Nudes Posing Pictures, i wont hide that since i think it makes your Activism more serious if you are honest about your previous mistakes, and dont hide them.
Why did you Start MAP Activism?
well it was 2 years ago when i had a Police Search that confiscated my Electronic things for 21 weeks, because someone on the Internet found out i am a MAP and decided to call the Police on me for no reason except my Sexuality, the Police returned everything with nothing found.
I also heard Stories of Friends who got mistreated by the Police, Hate from Alt-Right people or even Normal people that don’t understand our Sexuality or simply want us gone or Dead.
Do you get Psychological Help?
As much as most other People i don’t need or have a Therapist for my Sexuality,
but im currently looking for a Therapist for Serious Cases of Depression, anxiety attacks and more.
but i have a lot of friends, helpful people and gooners on Social Media and Mastodon that act as good Therapy and Support 🙂
Have you ever tried Therapy?
Yes, before i Accepted myself better i tried to see if i should Suppress my Sexuality because “the media told me so”, i took Horrible Medicine for supressing my Sexuality, had Therapists who think you should suppress it, and not think about it or live it out even with Fictional Outlets, be sad about it, and that most of us are criminals anyway, i left them behind gladly and thats where i am.
Whats the Good things you did or have done in the past few years?
- i managed to convince many people especially on Social Media we are normal people and not criminals
- i regulare Contact the German Media Outlets about using Destigmatizing words, and not to bring Criminal Offenses against Children in contect with the word Pedophilia wrongfully.
- i managed to get the Ministry of Justice in Germany to Acknowledge Lolicons are legal to own
- Visited the CSD (Christopher Street Day) aka a Pride Parade 3 years in a row with MAP Pride Merch to be atleast a bit Visible for our Sexuality (this year i even posted stickers how to find us for support)
- Started my Own Website what has now become a Blog
- Started my own Mastodon Social Media Instance to give Homeless Queer and Paraphilias a Home.
- Was a Moderator on Freak.University, a Mastodon Instance for 1000s of MAPs for Months until shutdown.
- Made my own Picture Booru for Hearthwarming Memes
- Join the Administration of the Map Rights Forum to fight for our Rights
- Administering the MAP Canvas/Pixel Project
- Made T-Shirts, Cups, Bracelets, Stickers, Buttons, Pullovers, Flags and much more stuff with the MAP Pride Symbols to support others.
Whats the Kinda BAD stuff you had Happen to you during the last few years?
- someone who i though is a Friend Doxxing my Information Online
- some people on Social Media threatening to kill me
- some dude posting Flyers around my neighborhood
- a Call to the Police for a “Threat speech” because they though im dangerous
- police search warrant because someone used my credentials to talk about sex abuse on some chat wich was found out to be not me
- i had the Threat Speech averted by a Lawyer telling the Police to Fuck Off, had nothing found on my Devices and are still prosecuting people for doxxing my Information
- so far 23 Criminal Cases i filled for Slandering, Defamation, Death Treats, Doxxing, and other things.
Whats the kinda Stuff you still want to Achieve in your Life?
- Get Lolicons fully allowed even Trading/showing off on social media (currently disallowed)
- get Child Sex Dolls re-allowed (banned since 01.07.2021)
- get AI Pornography Legalized
- Stop the Hatred from Fascists and Queerphobes
- Cuddle and Hug a cute Loli
- Everything from “The Simple List” of the Map Rights forum https://www.mapblog.xyz/?p=836
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